this is lame.

nothin real great to say...

i do ask for ya guys to pray or me. i've got several big decisions to be making here in the next week or so. things like...oh, where to work when i finally graduate...where i'm going to live...just lots of options and several things i'm not sure of.

otherwise..it was good to be back in the burg again. always good to catch up with old friends from all over.

i'm in my final clinical rotation. i'm supposed to work up to my nurse preceptor full patient load. not sure my ready for that...but i guess i better get ready if i want to keep a job after college. i'm glad it's almost over!  

and life goes on...

ya know, i was in warrensburg the other day and i realized how much i missed those peeps. i miss my old friends that used to live there. there's lots of new folks aswell that i wish i knew better. sometimes it stinks how life moves on. my life is in kansas city now and i do like it here but i miss the times i had. i hate missing out out on things that are going on there now. things will never stay the same, especially in a college town. heck, the name has even changed! who's mad about that? i wish there was some way to stay close to all those i've met and or important to me. i wish bad stuff wouldn't happen. i wish we didn't have to deal with all this tough crap. i don't understand it. all i can say is that i know i serve a God that is ok with me not understanding it all and sometimes being just plain mad about it! in fact in those times i find myself trusting Him more. i don't have a clue how to handle it so i'll let Him...

oh, by the way i hate school...

I want you all to first notice the time of this post. It is currently 0444. I am not up having lots of fun with friends or even ending a fun night with friends. No folks, I'm at work. I really don't care for night shift in the Emergency Dept. but it' money like we all need. I'm only doing this because I'm so tired and this is the only thing that sounded like fun. Only a few more of these left.... hopefully......

please.....no phone calls before 1400 tom. I will finally be getting some rest after getting off at 0700.

Summer is not officially over but it is for me. Classes started Wed. Not too bad but lots of busy work. This semester just concerns me because of what all it brings. I graduate in Dec. and then it's like "What next?" But God is in control and I guess I should let Him man that position and try to take over. So here is a summer recap.

The start to a great summer...

Sometimes life is tough.

You don't know what it will bring.

But we've stayed friends through it all.

And God will continue to lead us on.